trivia: urogenital system

bismillah..

gambar hiasan :)

• sistem paling lame (nearly 8 minggu.. combine 2 sistem sekaligus)
• kredit hour paling 'mahal' (8 ch.. sistem lain 6 sajor.. cnsI & cnsII masing 4 ch.. kalu fail menanges beb! T.T)
• total lectures paling banyak (60++ lectures, xcampor labnye lagi.. hadeh~)
• kehadiran syubah petang paling sikit (average xsampai 20 org setiap hari)
• jumlah soklan exam terbanyak (kalau betolla, rumours je nih): 120 teori, 24 lab! wow~ (sistem2 sblm ni paling byk 80 teori, 18 lab.. tros nanes T.T)
• exam yang sepatutnye besok (29th of march 2008) telahpon dianjak ke minggu depan (5th april 2008).. what a bless~
  
• lecture paling banyak: patho (sgt xsuke ok lambang sgt byk n xpaham)
• lecture paling sket: public health (2 lecture sajor)
• the distinguish doctors utk sistem kali ni: dr riz (anat), dr hamid batayneh & dr said khatib (physio), dr mazen (pharma), dr hesham & dr ismail matalka (patho), dr ziad jaraisat (bichem & genitics), dr ziad al naser & dr hani masa3deh (microb), and lastly dr hakam (i guest, xsure pename die huhu - for public health)
  
• kemunculan semula dr mazen utk subjek pharma.. last die ajar mase 1st sem 2nd year dulu..
• juge kemunculan semula dr riz (camni ke eja name die?) utk subjek anat.. last ngajar 2nd sem 1st year.. lame siot xjumpe huhu
• dan another kemunculan semula.. guest who? dr hesham!! (ngajar patho.. tp ya Allah~ u know why..)
  
• dalam 9 lecture patho utk genital system, 7 drpdnye adelah berkaitan penyakit2 akhowat! (bole?)
• lecture note (tomooh) paling tebal n mahal: patho no berape ntah (nearly 30 pages! what the.. anyway, selain mmg lecture tu sendiri panjang ya amek faktor 'font besar' juge turut mempengaruhi hehehe..)
  
• mase urinary sistem dak medic blaja sekali dgn dak pharm d, masuk genital tinggal dak2 medic sajor.. (owh kami merindui dak2 dentist.. nurhalim ahmad, mando, eng, dzul~)

hmm cukupla dulu.. merepek jek.. da2 sambong2 study!


p/s: jordan da tukar jam baru, day-light saving mode sempena summer.. gmt +300

things that make me miss winter

bismillah...

konon2nye hari ni nak azam xmoh surf intenet langsung selagi xabes study anat, nampaknye saye tertewas juge akhernye.. nafsu.. (haih~) btw, alang2 da bertandang ke blog sendiri ni terfikir plak nak drop sumthing kat sini sementare nak tunggu mud study tu dtg balik huhu~

anyway, back to the story.. satu mase dulu kan, saye xpernah terfikir pun akan ke oversea utk melancong, apetah lagi utk study.. pernah gak dulu terfikir, hmm bestnye la kan bile dgr kawan2 citer experience mase blaja kt korea, france, jepun.. hidup kat negare 4 musim.. merase main salji mase winter, main guling2 kt taman bunge mase spring.. bestnye.. then sedar2 je saye ditakdirkan ke sini, bumi kudus nan tandus the hashimite kingdom of jordan.. 1st imppression saye ttg jordan agak menakutkan gak sbnrnye; panas, gersang, padang pasir, unte, orang 'badawi'.. huhu.. tp bile da sampai sini kire not bad gakla jordan ni.. 3ala kulli hal, jauh di sudut hati kecik ni hanye Allah je yg tau betape bersyukurnye saye berpeluang hidup merantau ke sini.. (walaupun.. huhu)

bercerite ttg tmpt saye blaja ni, jordan sbnrnye merupekan sebuah negare arab di timur tengah yg boleh dikategorikan sbg negare 4 musim jugakla, dgn summer n winter mendominasi corak perubahan iklim di sini.. spring n fall xketare sgt, tp bunge n pokok tetap luruh dan mekar berkembang bile tibe masenye (eceh~)..

kalu nak ikutkan, kebanyakan negare2 arab sumenye panas2 mcm saudi, emirates, yaman etc.. disebabkan jordan ni terletak lebih utare sket berbanding negare2 arab yang lain (lebih feymes dikenali sbg dataran syam), so iklim kt sini sedikit sebanyak ikut iklim negare2 europela.. mungkin sbb angin n awan2 dr sane turun ke jordan kot.. wallahua3lam (indeed, i'm not a geographer lol)

so sape yang tinggal kat jordan make akan merasela tinggal dlm musim sejuk dan panas setiap tahun.. hukum alam, ape yg kite jumpe mase winter selalunye xde mase summer.. begitu jugak bende yg kite jumpe mase summer selalunye xde mase winter.. dan mungkin da jd lumrah manusia, bile masuk winter, kite nakkan summer.. tp bile da masuk summer, kite nakkan winter balik.. hmm macam2~ saye plak, on d other hand, xkesah pun mane2.. saye bahagie mase winter, saye juge menderite mase winter.. summer pun camtu gak.. so nak xnak kite tempuh sajor.. nilah namenye ujian kehidupan, ye dak?

6 sebab kenape saye suke winter!

mase winter normally waktu malam die panjang.. kadang2 pukul 530pm matehari da sunset, sunrise esoknye kul 6-7 gitu.. tu kat jordan, kalu kat uk malam die lagi panjang sampaikan org bole depress sbb 'xdpt cahaye matehari yg secukupnye' (ade kajian mendapati kalu manusia xterdedah kepade cahaye matehari utk satu tempoh yg agak panjang dorang bole jadi depress).. mase summer malam sgt sekejap.. maghribnye sgt lambat tp subuhnye cepat.. kadang2 kalu xleh tido baru golek2 sedar2 da azan subuh.. tensen.. thats why saye prefer winter :)

bagi org khatulistiwa mcm saye mule2 dulu mmg pelik gile r, tiap2 hari konfius waktu semayang.. tp bile da lame2 kite biasela.. kalu nak ikutkan, saye suke malam panjang2 cenggini sbb lepas abes smyg isya dlm kul 7 pm gitu still bole buat mcm2 smntare nk tggu kol 12.. tambah pulak mlm2 sejuk, subuh pun lambat, alahai sedapnyee tido.. harharhar (teruknye, org lain bgn qiamla weyh!)

winter juge membuatkan saye sentiase mendongakkan kepale melihat awanan putih berarak merentasi langit nan membiru.. saye sukekan langit jordan semase winter! cantik, menakjubkan! (tym summer plak sebaliknye.. langit kosong, xde awan.. panas.. berdebu..) memandangkan udara jordan kurang cemarnye kalu nak dibanding dgn udara kuale lumpur, panorama yang dapat kite saksikan di sini mungkin di antare panorama yg terindah pernah saye lihat (tanpe melihat ke bawah lambang byk sampah.. org jordan kurang civic dlm menjage kebersihan).. melihat kekuasaan Allah mentadbir langitNya sudah cukup untuk menimbulkan rase kagum yang xterkalahkan, subhanal Khaliq!

satu lagi bende yg buatkan orang sukekan winter adelah bile turunnye hujan dari langit.. kat jordan atau mane2 negare bukan beriklim khatulistiwa, hujan hanye turun semase winter, dan kadang2 mase spring.. orang jordan ni bile cite bab2 hujan dorang agak holistik sket.. kalu hujan xturun dalam tempoh yang agak lame dorang mulela cuak, takut ia sbnrnye satu bala.. bagi yg thiqah, buat solat istisqa utk minta hujan.. bile hujan turun disambut dgn syukur dan tasbih yg xputus2 buat Ilahi.. amat 3alim ya3ni.. hihi.. bg dorang hujan ni ibarat rezeki dan rahmat dr langit.. bagi negara yg gersang mcm jordan ni, harapkan hujan jela sbg sumber air utk tanaman dorang.. so mmg patut pun sume org jordan suke kalu hujan turun.. dgn hujan pokok tumbuh, gandum tumbuh.. saye cume tumpang gembire jela :) (anyway, bile hujan kiteorg bole buat solat jama'.. yang tu sume budak melayu suke! hehehe)

winter juge merupekan satu mase dimane padang pasir yg suatu ketike dulu gersang dan tandus kini mule menghijau.. rumput dan gandum mule tumbuh melata, bebunge mule berputik dan berkembang mekar.. gambar kat atas ni sbg contoh diamik dr king abdullah univ hospital.. nampak kan padang rumput seberang sane tu.. rase tenang je bile perhati dataran rumput n gamdum nan menghijau di sepanjang perjalanan ke jamiah setiap hari.. satu pemandangan yang hanye boleh dilihat semase winter dan spring sahaje.. cantik sangat! (bile kite da lame xjumpe pokok2 byk mcm kt msia, nampak padang rumput tumbuh pun kite da kagum gile kt sini.. kesian2.. haha)

dan bende kemuncak yg akan menentukan winter taun tu best atau tak adelah bile turunnye salji! selalunye salji cume turun kat area2 tanah tinggi je (contohnye, ajloun n amman), tp kalu nasib baik area tanah rendah mcm irbid ni pun turun gak salji, mcm winter baru2 ni.. ape2pun, saye sukekan salji!! (kirenye xsie2la saye xkemane2 cuti hari tu.. haha)

lastly, bende yg buatkan saye suke winter adelah bile tibenye musim anggur dan strawberi yg sgt sedap dan lazat! best2!! adela lagi 2-3 jenis buah2an lain yg cume ade tym winter mcm kiwi etc, tp anggur n strawberi di antare yg menjadi pilihan hati.. kalu summer musim buah lain plak, ade epal, tembikai, honeydew, abu surah (aka buah oren yg sangat besar gedabak n sgt manis) & buah pic.. make salah satu advantage dpt study kt sini adelah puas makan buah2 yg xleh/susah nk jumpe kt msia dgn harge yg murah dan berpatutan, so mcm xkesahla musim buah ape skrg sbb sumenye sedap, hmm nyum2~ (but i really miss buah mempelan n duku langsat.. sape2 bole tolong kirim ke sini please?)

make itula di antare bende2 yg buatkan saye ternanti2 winter akan datang.. byk kenangan saye kt sini.. walaupun tangan kaki saye bengkak2 mase winter, saye tetap suke dgn winter mcm saye sukekan summer.. lagipun mungkin lepas ni tinggal 3-4 peluang je lagi utk merase winter kat sini sebelum balik semule ke msia.. mungkin winter hari tu merupekan winter saye yg terakhir.. who knows?

konklusinye, enjoylah setiap detik yg ade dlm hidup kite sekarang sbb kite xtau kite akan melaluinye lagi di mase akan datang.. anggap jela susah senang kite mase tu sbg satu ujian & cabaran buat kite.. bg sayela kan, experience2 kite mase blaja nila yg akan jd modal utk kite citer kt anak cucu bile da tue2 nanti, nampakla mcm idop kite ni adventure sket, kan kan? hahaha

okla, da lewat malam nih.. masuk tido dulu.. gudnite!


p/s i: a very hepi bufday to halfi! (26.3.1988 - 26.3.2008)

p/s ii: saye ingatkan mb terengganu yg baru ni lagi bagus drpd datuk idris jusoh tu, rupenye.. click here to find out

p/s iii: sabtu depan kiterog exam.. tolonglah berdoa utk kami.. T.T

sentuhan jiwa

bismillah..

da jadi satu lumrah manusia, mudah lupe.. hari ni kite beriman, esok kite berdosa.. hari ni kite tabah, esok kite berputus asa.. tatkale kesusahan datang menerpa, terase hampir diri ini dengan Rabb.. tp bile nikmat datang silih berganti, kite terlupe memuji Ilahi..

betape lemahnye kite sebagai hambe Tuhan..

mungkin kerane itulah Allah mengingatkan kite supaye sentiase ingat memperingati antare satu same lain.. "fazakkir, fainnazzikra tanfa3ul mu'minin".. beringatlah, sesungguhnye peringatan itu memberikan manfaat kepade orang2 beriman..

saye mengucapkan terime kasih buat akh aiman majdi atas tazkirah yang menyentuh jiwa dlm program solat hajat sebentar tadi.. terase bersalah diri ini utk hidup di atas muke bumi Tuhan sedangkan acapkali kite tersilap membuat perhitungan sehingge mencampakkan diri ke lembah kehinaan.. terase hina diri ini kalau hendak dibandingkan dengan Nabi dan sahabat2.. terase diri ini hine sehine2nye disisi Ilahi!

dalam diam hati ini menangis, meratap memohon jutaan malah bilionan ampundan maaf atas keterlajuran yg telah dilakukan selame ini.. hati kecil ini takut dengan kemurkaanNye, hati kecil ini mengharapkan kasih sayang dan belas ihsanNye.. ampunkanlah diri ini ya Allah.. ampunkanlah..

semoga peringatan2 seumpama ini mampu menuntun jiwa yang berdosa ini utk menjadi 3abid yang lebih patuh dan taat dgn Tuhannye.. semoga Allah mengampunkan dosa2 kite selame ni dan semoga Dia berterusan memberi sinar cahaye dan hidayah di dalam hidup kite..

amin..

kenali menteri anda

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survival & masa depan melayu di bumi sendiri

bismillah..

ingatkan bile da abes election bolela saye letak blog ni kt tepi sekejap, nak tumpu study ke ape ke.. tp nampaknye saye da tersilap perhitungan.. semakin hari semakin byk plak isu2 panas di tanah air timbul sbg sorotan drpd pilihanraye umum tempoh hari.. isu2 yg cukup2 menggusarkan saye apebile mengenangkan mase depan dan hale tuju negare dalam tempoh 5 tahun akan datang.

masuk hari ni sudah 5 hari malaysia dicorakkan dengan barisan kepimpinan yang baru, namun situasi politik dalm tempoh 5 hari ini kelihatannye tidak seperti yang diharapkan.. kerajaan barisan nasional yang mendapat mandat utk menguruskan pentadbiran negara masih belum membentuk kabinet walaupun sudah berperdana menteri.. kekalahan beberape menteri kanan bn ditambah dgn pengumuman pengerusi mca, datuk seri ong ka ting untuk menarik diri drpd dilantik sbg menteri benar2 memeningkan kepale pak lah untuk membentuk kabinet barunye.. bayangkanlah, sedangkan tun mahathir pun boleh 'tersilap pilih pm', inikan pulak pak lah.. sape je pemimpin bn yang tinggal.. haih pening2~

ketidakstabilan politik semase tanah air juge turut menyumbang ke arah kejatuhan nilai indeks pasaran saham kuala lumpur dlm tempoh beberape hari ni disebabkan hilangnye keyakinan pelabur2 asing utk terus melabur di malaysia.. kejatuhan mendadak itu merupekan diantara yang terburuk sejak malaysia mengalami kegawatan ekonomi pada 1998.

rakyat msia khususnye orang2 melayu di penang dan perak pula semakin gelisah apabile dimomokkan dengan ke'agresif'an dap dalam membentuk kerajaan negeri masing2.. sume tau kan ape yg berlaku? melayu penang dengan 'deb'nye, melayu perak dengan 'menteri besar'nye.. media arus perdana pule bagaikan 'batu api' dalam sekam (up sket drpd api dlm sekam :p) yg menyemarakkan lagi ketakutan rakyat seolah2 mereka sudah silap membuat perhitungan kerana memilih pembangkang (esp dap).. persoalan mengenai survival ketuanan melayu mule ditimbulkan..

rakyat khususnye orang2 melayu jadi serbe salah.. dan takut.. rase terancam..

ramai penganalisa politik termasuk tun mahathir sendiri (tun mahathir lagi..) berpendapat kebanyakan rakyat malaysia memilih pembangkang kerana kecewa dgn prestasi kerajaan bn, bukan kerana mereka mahukan sangat pembangkang meneraju kerajaan.. kelemahan bn yg terbukti secare berleluase ditambah dengan penipuan demi penipuan ke atas rakyat telah memberikan kredit kepade barisan pembangkang utk memenangi hati rakyat.. bagi penduduk kelantan, kemenangan pas merupekan satu rahmat yg teramatlah besar maknenye.. saye pun rase begitu.. seronok tgk ego bn jatuh berderai.. di kedah juge begitu.. kerajaan campuran hasil pakatan antare pas dan pkr mungkin xjadi masalah sangat sbb kedua2 parti secare umumnye dipimpin oleh orang melayu.. dan islam..

bagaimane pule dgn kemenangan di perak, penang dan selangor?

terus terang saye nyatekan, saye sendiri terkejut dengan kemenangan pembangkang secare besar2an ni.. kalu saye pun terkejut, apetah lagi orang yg bertanding.. saye rase dorang sendiri pun xexpect bole menang 5 negeri sekaligus.. bg saye itu bukan satu petande yg baik lebih2 lg kalu pakatan kerajaan yg menang tu datang dr parti yg berbeza2 (unless kalu depa mmg ngam n kamcengla).. kemenangan secare 'xterancang' ni kadang2 boleh membawak kesan negatif gak sebenarnye kalu kerajaan negeri yg bakal dibentuk tidak mempunyai satu pakatan yg kukuh.. seperti yg saye sebutkan tadi, kalu pas dgn pkr perkare ni saye xkesah sgt sbb same2 melayu.. yang saye kisah skrg ni ialah dap, esp dekat penang n perak..

saye xberani jamin bahawe pakatan pembangkang hari ni merupekan satu pakatan yg kukuh sbb kalu kite tgk cara dorang menangani isu pembentukan kerajaan negeri ni pun kite da boleh tau camne.. perjuangan mereka berbeza.. pas dgn islamnye.. pkr dgn keadilannye.. dap.. ntahla.. (silapnye saye mase sblm election dulu saye byk bace media pas dan pkr.. dap tertinggal..) so kat sini kite da bole nampak perjuangan pakatan barisan rakyat ni xselari.. dorang cume kukuh semase kempen je sbb sume target nak menang same2.. tp bile da sampai tahap ni nampak sangat depa xbersedia utk bersatu bentuk kerajaan negeri (tu baru negeri, kalu negare?).. pas ade target die, dap ade target die.. pkr pun same.. dan sume2nye xsame.. camne kite nak kate dorang kuat? (nilah kelebihan yg bn ade tp xketare sgt pade barisan rakyat)

pd pandangan saye lagi rasenye pas xde masalah sangat nak deal dgn dap.. cume dap ni je saye lihat terlalu agresif n 'banyak songeh' dalam mendepani satu2 perkare.. sesetengah isu mereka tangani secare drastik (dan xketerlaluan kalu saye katekan secare terburu2)..

sbg contoh.. dasar ekonomi baru yg telah menjadi dasar negare buat sekian lamenye telah dimansuhkan di penang atas alasan ingin menolak kronism.. bg guan eng, 'deb'la punce kronism berlaku.. 'deb'la yg buatkan org melayu xmaju (sbb sume bende yg kite dpt dapat take for granted).. so dorang nk hapuskan.. masalahnye skrg ni bile da hapus deb tu xde ganti dgn dasar baru ke utk mengatasi masalah orang melayu kt penang? ade? tu di penang. di perak pule misalnye, pelantikan menteri besar sahaje memakan masa berhari2 memandangkan kata sepakat masih belum dicapai.. bile sultan perak da tentukan, depa xsetuju plak (mentang2 dorang byk menang kerusi dun).. majlis angkat sumpah yg sepatutnye berlangsung hari ni terpakse ditangguh lagi sbb dap nak pulaukan.. so kt sini timbul persoalan, mane perginye toleransi dap dlm menentukan mb perak? kite dah ade perlembagaan, dah ade sultan utk memilih.. biarla sultan membuat pilihan dan hormatilah pilihan baginda.. isu mb perak ni hanye membayangkan kerapuhan barisan rakyat dan seterusnye memberikan persepsi yg buruk kepade masyarakat..

come on la.. baru 5 hari menang beb.. (mujurla penasihat dap lim kit siang menarik semula kenyataannye.. mungkin die baru tersedar sikapnye yg terburu2 tu cume akan mengeruhkan lagi suasane)

bagi yg faham, hal ni xjadi masalah sangat.. tapi bg mereka yg xfaham, lebih2 lagi hanye bergantung kepade saluran media arus perdana yg bias itu, mereka akan rase terancam.. sekirenye isu ini dieksploitasi oleh pihak media saye bimbang kestabilan dan keharmonian masyarakat pelbagai kaum di malaysia akan tergugat.. bagi saye isu ni isu kecik je, kalu kite tolak ansur xdehalnye.. tapi bile isu2 camni dikaitkan dgn sentimen perkauman, rakyat jadi risau.. saye sendiri pun risau!

pening kepale nak mencari jalan penyelesaian dalam isu ni.. lainlah kalu kite sume ni satu bangse.. kan senang..

isu ketuanan melayu: adekah masih relevan?

sepatutnye isu ketuanan melayu dah xpatut kite bangkit2kan lagi.. saye rase kite bukan saje perlu berubah dalam memilih kerajaan tetapi kite perlu berubah dari segi mentaliti kite sbg bumiputera ataupun non bumiputera.

tindakan lim guan eng kalu dilihat dari sudut positif mmg xde salahnye.. kite sume tinggal di negare yg same, atas kewargenegaraan yg same.. dengan usia negare yg da mencecah separuh abad ni, sepatutnye xtimbul lagi isu bangse melayu, cine mahupun india.. kite da lame sangat hidup bersame.. kite sepatutnye da jadi satu bangse baru - bangse malaysia! satu bangse gabungan bangse2 yang bersatu.. dan pembentukan bangse malaysia ini xkan dapat direalisasikan sekirenye kite takut utk meninggalkan mentaliti bersifat perkauman itu.. (cakap senangla kan..)

itu yg pertama, perubahan mentaliti dalam pembentukan masyarakat.. perubahan kedua adelah perubahan sikap.. orang melayu perlu menyedari bahawe mereka xkan maju sekiranye mereka menerime segale2nye take for granted. xde daye saing.. mungkin inilah yg mendorong lim guan eng mengambil keputusan utk menghapuskan deb (selain disebabkan manipulasi yg dilakukan oleh pemimpin2 bn terhadap dasar tersebut).. bg beliau, sekirenye kite hendak maju dan berdiri same tinggi duduk same rendah dgn bangse lain, bende utame sekali yg perlu dilakukan adelah mengubah diri dan pemikiran kite sendiri.. Allah sendiri da pesan, 'innaLlaha la yughayyiru ma biqawmin hatta yughayyiru ma bi anfusihim..'

tgk sendiri orang cine, dorg maju sbb diri dorang sendiri, bukan sbb subsidi. dorang still survive walaupun xdapat kelebihan yg dinikmati oleh orang melayu, dan mereka still lebih kaye drpd orang melayu walaupun deb telah berjalan sekian lame.. hakikatnye, orang cine nak jugak dapat harge rumah murah mcm orang melayu, dorang nk jugak dapat bantuan kerajaan dalam perniagaan mcm orang melayu, dorang nk jugak dapat tempat utk ke institusi pengajian tinggi same macam orang melayu.. tp dorang xdapat.. yet they survive!

kite tgk plak org melayu.. dibagi subsidi, disalahgune.. dibagi kontrak, dijualnye kat orang.. dibagi biasiswa utk blaja, dibuatnye bende lain (xblajala maksudnye).. sumenye xmenjana kemajuan.. secare terang kt sini kite da nampak betape bangse yg bername melayu tu sendiri xmenghargai deb, so ape relevennye nk diteruskan deb kalu dasar tu sendiri hanye akan membawe kepade kerosakan bangse melayu itu sendiri? (walaupun pada hakikatnye mmg ade kebaikan tp dap melihat dari aspek keadilan sosial.. mungkin ni merupekan salah satu care utk dorang ajar orang melayu utk maju, mcm zaman tentere jepun dulu.. kot~)

itu yang saye nampak dan saye faham.. mmg saye rase cuak gak sbnrnye kalu deb tu dihapuskan sepenuhnye sbb mmg orang melayu rate2nye akan jadi susahlah, tp ape yg saye nak streskan kat sini ialah kesediaan kite utk mengubah mentaliti dan sikap kite.. tu je.. deb bukanlah masalahnye, same jugak dgn bn.. yg jd masalahnye skrg ialah orang melayu dan pemimpin2 melayu (khususnye umno) itu sendiri.. orang melayula yg selalunye mengkhianati bangse sendiri.. khianat apabile diberi amanat utk memerintah negare, angkuh apabile berkuase.. tau nak senang, mudah dan cepat kaye.. tapi pemalas! hakikatnye, melayu adelah sebuah bangse yang tengah sakit tenat.. kite memerlukan revolusi bangse!

perkare ni sebenarnye da lame da tun dr mahathir (orang tue ni lagi..) nampak dan titipkan di dalam bukunye 'the malay dilemma'.. sape2 yg belum bace silela bace.. die da tau mmg susah nak ubah bangse melayu ni selagi depa xrase terancam di bumi sendiri.. org melayu lupe sejarah sendiri, lupe perjuangan orang2 dulu.. mudah rase selese dgn kemajuan yg xseberape.. katenye "ala cukup2 makan sudah".. depa xsuke tengok bangse depa sendiri maju.. depa xmacam cine, saling membantu antare satu same lain utk maju.. orang melayu? faham2la sendiri camne.. tgk dalam umno, tgk dalam kuj (kelab umno j****n), tgk dalam mane2 organisasi melayu (permai terkecuali hehe - takut kene gam ke? larik!!).. sume ade problem..

the only thing utk memajukan malaysia khususnye orang melayu hanyela berubah, berubah dan berubah.. ubah mentaliti, ubah sikap.. ubah, ubah dan ubah.. da xde care lain lagi yg mampu memajukan orang melayu.. buatlah seribu dasar sekalipun, kalu orang melayu xberubah make menjadilah orang melayu itu hine dibumi sendiri.. selagi pemimpin melayu xde rase nk tgk bangse sendiri maju selain memikirkan tembolok masing2, selagi orang melayu xde rase nak saling bekerjesame antare satu same lain utk memajukan bangse sendiri, sampai bile2 pun melayu xkemane..

hmm cukuple tu.. da berjele2 da ni.. saye sbnrnye nak ckp simple jek tp ntah ape yg melalut byk sgt ni pun tatau.. maafla kalu terlalu panjang sampai membuatkan orang malas nak bace, tp harapan saye satu je, berubahlah demi survival bangse melayu anda..

"anda sayangkan bangsa anda? anda peduli dengan bangsa anda? selamatkan ia hari ini juga!"

wallahua3lam.

be strong ok!

bismillah..

saye baru terime sms drpd umi.. katenye adik saye yg sorang tu nanes sepanjang malam lantaran terlampau sedih dgn result spm yg die dpt.. ntahla, saye rase ok je result die tu.. tp mungkin sbb english die dpt D kot, so die risaula susah nk masuk u.. skrg ni umi saye tgh pening kepale camne nak pujuk die + ke mane nak masukkan die blaja lepas ni.. sblm ni umi da hanta adik saye tu masuk tingkatan 6 kt sekolah agame menengah kuale kubu bharu (sam kkb) amik stam, last2 kuar sbb xtahan.. so bile da kuar sam kkb tu tinggal nk mengharap kt result spm jela.. sekali dpt 3A, 6B, 2D.. D utk english n add math.. saye xexpect die dpt byk pun, tp bg saye result die tu da memadai.. saye taula adik saye camne.. ade gak tnye umi, die gembire ke dgn result tu.. umi kate die xkesah pun berape yg adik saye dpt.. cume die kesal sket dgn result english tu..

hurm.. saye pun xtaula nak kate ape.. kesian gak sbnrnye dgn adik saye tu.. die pernah bgtau nak lawan result saye.. saye kate ok silelah beat kalu berani ngeh3.. saye cume mampu bg sokongan jela kt die.. lgpun result saye hari tu xdela hebat mane pun hehe.. tp nak buat camne, xde rezeki lagi utk die buat mase ni.. so ifah, sabar jela ye.. it's not the end of everything.. life is just about to begin.. so be strong, be motivated, be optimistic.. harapan setiase ade di depan, tinggal kite utk menanamkan kecekalan dan keazaman utk mencapai kejayaan yg kite inginkan..

bg ayong, spm bukanlah segale2nye.. ramai je orang yg berjaya dikemudian hari walaupun sblm tu spm die xkemane.. ape yg penting sekali, kite kene sentiase sedar hakikat kejayaan kite hari ni bukanla penentu kejayaan kite mase hadapan, so kenape mesti menangis dgn kegagalan yg kite terime hari ni? think positively, anggapla kegagalan yg ifah terime merupekan sebuah ujian drpd Allah sbg satu manifestasi kasih sayang Allah buat ifah.. Allah uji tanda Allah sayang.. Dia nak ifah sentiase bergantung harap dgn Dia.. Dia nak ifah makin dekat dengan Dia..

oleh itu, my dearest sister.. be strong ok.. byk2kan bersabar n jangan putus ase.. kejayaan berade di mane2.. banyak lagi jalan kejayaan lain yg akan Allah buke utk org2 yg ikhlas berjuang demi agamaNya.. ayong mengharapkan ifah terus cekal dan tabah menghadapi ujian dan sentiase optimis dalam menentukan mase depan. xde bende yg mustahil dengan izin Allah.. kuatkan hati, kuatkan jiwa.. kuatkan pergantungan dan pengharapan kepade Allah.. ayong sentiase doakan kejayaan buat ifah n support dr belakang.. teruskan perjuangan!


salam sayang dr jordan~

ganbate na!

iringan doa dan harapan ayong kirimkan buat adinda noor latifah, semoga keputusan spm yg bakal keluar esok merupakan sebuah hadiah yang paling bermakna buat abah, umi, ayong dan kak eza. semoga mendapat result yg cemerlang, ayong sentiase doakan..

bittaufeq wan najah~

2008 elections: the day after

bismillah...

teka-teki sudah terjawab.. debaran pilihanraya umum malaysia kini berakhir setelah keputusan penuh diketahui umum lewat malam semalam dengan kejutan demi kejutan yg tidak disangke2.. walaupun negara masih diteraju oleh kerajaan bn, mandat yg diberikan oleh rakyat nampaknye jelas merosot same sekali setelah mereka hanye mampu memenangi sekitar 135 kerusi di parlimen dan menang simple majoriti utk membentuk kerajaan. kejayaan pas mempertahankan kelantan, tertawannye penang, kedah, perak dan selangor ke tangan pembangkang dan tersungkurnye beberape pemimpin kanan kerajaan ibarat satu tamparan kuat buat bn, khasnye pak lah yg terlalu over confident mampu mengulangi semule kejayaan bn dlm pilihanraye 2004 yg lalu.. (padan muke~)

ape yg pasti, rakyat sudah bersuara dan mahukan perubahan.. perubahan ke arah better malaysia. rakyat sudah muak dengan pemimpin yg hanye tahu menabur janji-janji kosong, rakyat sudah muak dengan perilaku pemimpin yg korup, suke menipu, perasan lebih, mementingkan diri dan angkuh.. rakyat inginkan barisan kepimpinan yang lebih telus, bersih, ikhlas dan komited dlm memperjuangkan nasib rakyat..

bagi saye, pilihanraye kali ini bukan sekadar utk memperjuangkan isu harge minyak dan kenaikan kadar inflasi semate2, tetapi lebih kepade 'pembersihan' pucuk pimpinan negare itu sendiri.. kite sume da mule sedar betape perlunye kite 'mengajar' org2 yg perasan, angkuh lg sombong ni supaye berpijak di bumi yg nyate.. mesej pilihanraye kali ni jelas - rakyat tidak lagi bersame mereka..

namun ape yg mengecewakan saye ialah sikap segelintir pemimpin bn yg masih tidak mengakui kesilapan dan still xsedar2 diri lagi.. dah kalah 5 negeri pun masih nak perasan rakyat masih memberi mandat.. tolonglah, awak menang pun simple majoriti ok.. sedar2la diri tu sket.. tu pun nasib baik menang (ntah2 main tipu~ ^o^).. cube2la rendahkan sket ego tu.. kalu saye la kan xtaula nak letak mane muke ni.. da tentula pasni reporter dlm & luar negare datang interview.. kalu sblm ni confiden gile kate "kami yakin boleh menang 2/3 majoriti" sekarang mane buktinye? dan sekarang ni pm tengah susah hati bile ramai pihak termasuk tun dr mahathir sendiri minta die berundur.. pak lah xcompetent langsung & xde karisma.. dan lembab.. semua org da jemu dgn die.. (tp die masih bole kate "saye xkan letak jawatan, saye xrase sape2 menekan saye.. saye xperlu berundur.." hello?!) tinggal set2 pengampu umno tu je masih terhegeh2 memberi sokongan (walaupun saye pemude umno saye xkan sokong ketue yg lembab, xkan!).. kesian sgt tgk dorang ni, hidung xmancung pipi tersorong2.. hopeless sgt.. sape2 yg nak beridolakan pakcik kite sorang ni lupekan jelah.. amikla org lain yg lebih bermaruah & berpendirian sbg idola sekalipun dorang tu cume ketue kampung korang.. (siyesly, saye malu ber'pm'kan pak lah - ini pendapat saye dan saye ade hak utk memberi pandangan.. )

walaubagaimanepun, saye gembire dgn outcome pilihanraye kali ni.. rakyat sudah berjaye merombak suasane politik malaysia yg xpernah berubah sejak 50 tahun kite merdeka.. ape yg tinggal sekarang hanyelah mase untuk mengotakan janji.. rakyat menaruh harapan yg tinggi buat pimpinan yg telah dipilih.. saye sendiri menaruh harapan yang tinggi utk melihat malaysia bukan sahaje semakin maju dan makmur tetapi dipimpin oleh barisan kepimpinan yg bersih, cekap dan mementingkan kepentingan rakyat melebihi diri mereka sendiri. saye mengharapkan pimpinan kite kali ini lebih matang dan bijak, menggunekan otak dan akal dalam membuat keputusan dan dasar kerajaan, bukan menggunekan emosi dan nafsu serakah masing2 sampai nak bertikam2 lidah dan bersepak terajang dlm parlimen.. saye juge mengharapkan suasane politik negare yg lebih sihat dan bersih, seperti di new zealand & australia.. tu negare bukan Islam tu.. xmalu ke kite claim malaysia negare Islam tp penuh dgn 'kurap'si? (perasan lagi)

btw, saye mengucapkan syabas dan tahniah buat pimpinan yg telah terpilih utk meneraju negare bg tempoh 5 tahun dari sekarang.. hakikatnye perjalanan masih jauh.. semua pihak seharusnye barganding bahu dan bersinergi utk memajukan negare.. pihak kerajaan hanya mampu melaksanakan apa yg mereka termampu, yang selebihnye bergantung kepade kite..

saye akhiri entry kali ini dgn firman Allah dr surah ali 'imran, ayat 28..

"katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): wahai Tuhan yang mempunyai kuasa pemerintahan! Engkaulah yang memberi kuasa pemerintahan kepada sesiapa yang Engkau kehendaki, dan Engkaulah yang mencabut kuasa pemerintahan dari sesiapa yang Engkau kehendaki. Engkaulah juga yang memuliakan sesiapa yang Engkau kehendaki dan Engkaulah yang menghina sesiapa yang Engkau kehendaki. Dalam kekuasaan Engkaulah sahaja adanya segala kebaikan. sesungguhnya Engkau maha kuasa atas tiap-tiap sesuatu.."

wallahua3lam..


"masih sayangkan pak lah dan pengampu2nye?"

p/s 1: sifat bongkak, angkuh dan sombong hanye layak untuk Allah je.. so, fikir2la sendiri..

p/s 2: saye seorang yg bebas.. saye bukan pro kerajaan mahupun pembangkang (pernah dinyatakan sebelum ini) tetapi saye penyokong mereka yg memperjuangkan kebenaran dan menolak kebatilan, no matter who they are~

malaysiakini live coverage: the chronology of 2008 general election results

updated on monday, march 10, 2008

bismillah..

live coverage mengenai keputusan piliharanraya umum malaysia ke 12 secare online, dibawakan khas oleh malaysiakini.com. saje saye 'copy & paste'kan di sini utk kenangan.. :)

Malaysiakini live coverage - 6.45pm

Due to extremely high traffic to the website, Malaysiakini is providing this stripped-down frontpage as the results come in. This page is divided into two sections - live reports on the left and a score chart for selected hot seats/states on the right. Please click refresh/reload on your browser for the latest updates.

The Malaysiakini team is receiving reports from our journalists on the ground while the ballots are being counted and we will give you the unofficial results as we get them.

Opposition takes lead in key hot seats - 6.47pm

Based on ground reports, DAP candidates are leading in the early stage of the count. Tony Pua is leading by 1,800 votes in Petaling Jaya Utara. Fong Kui Lun is similarly leading by 3,000 votes in Bukit Bintang. Hannah Yeoh is leading the Subang Jaya state seat.

In Klang, DAP's Charles Santiago is also leading at this very early stage. PKR's S Manikavasagam is also in the lead in neighbouring Kapar.

Poor turnout in opposition’s favour? - 6.55pm

A very poor turnout in Taiping, especially among the Malay voters, is expected to cause some problems for incumbent M Kayveas. Similarly poor voter turnout in Selangor's Kapar and Klang, again among Malay voters, could benefit PKR and DAP in both seats.

PKR in unassailable lead in Bukit Tambun - 7.05pm

PKR's Law Choo Kiang has taken an unassailable lead of 1,500 votes for the state seat of Bukit Tambun. This may be the first Penang seat to fall to opposition hands.

Early reports indicate DAP candidates are leading in many Penang state seats.

Latest updates - 7.10pm

• Opposition parties are leading in all key seats in Penang
• Teresa Kok leading by 10,000 votes in Seputeh
• DAP leading both Petaling Jaya Utara state seats
• Edward Lee from DAP leading in Bukit Gasing
• In Sarawak, PKR leading in Limbong and DAP in Bandar Kuching.
• PKR’s Dr Xavier Jayakumar leading in all streams in Kota Raya state seat
• PKR’s Tian Chua leading in Batu by 3,743 votes.

DAP retains Kuching - 7.15pm

DAP’s Chong Chieng Jen has retained Kuching with an increased majority of 10,000 votes according to unofficial results. Chong won the seat in 2004 with a 2,000 majority.

ISA candidate Manoharan wins seat? - 7.20pm

Hindraf leader M Manoharan, who is being held under the Internal Security Act, is reported to have taken the Selangor state seat of Kota Alam Shah (unconfirmed).

Nurul Izzah ahead in 3 out of 14 polling stations - 7.27pm

Nurul Izzah Anwar is leading at three out of 14 polling stations at the Lembah Pantai parliament seat.

Meanwhile, PKR’s Azmin Ali is leading in both the Gombak parliamentary seat and the Bukit Antarabangsa state seat.

Victory parades banned, says police chief - 7.36pm

Police chief Musa Hassan has announced that all political parties are not allowed to hold victory parades after the results are announced. He said this is to prevent ‘untoward incidents’.

Tony Pua increases lead - 7.40pm

In Petaling Jaya Utara, Tony Pua is now leading by 4,000 votes.

DAP also retained its Tanjung parliamentary seat in Penang as well as taking a large lead in all three state seats under that parliamentary seat.

Wee Choo Keong, standing under a PKR ticket, is leading in Wangsa Maju.

Unofficial: Tony Pua wins PJ Utara - 7.45pm

Tony Pua has helped DAP has reclaimed Petaling Jaya Utara.

Meanwhile, Janice Lee has won the state seat of Teratai, which is under the Pandan parliament seat.

Tian Chua leading in Batu - 7.47pm

PKR’s information chief Tian Chua in on the way to cause an upset in Batu by leading Gerakan’s Lim Si Pin by 7,089 votes.

PAS retains Kelantan: PAS president press sec - 7.50pm

According to Roslan Shahir Mohd Shahir, who is the press secretary of PAS president Hadi Awang, PAS has unofficially won 31 of the 45 state seats.

He said that PAS' Nasharuddin Mat Isa has beaten Umno's Awang Adek Husin in Bachok. Awang Adek, who is deputy finance minister, also lost in the state seat of Perupok, which is under Bachok.

Kit Siang on the way to win Ipoh Timur - 7.51pm

DAP leader Lim Kit Siang has retained his Ipoh Timur parliamentary seat and his party is also leading in all three state seats - Canning, Tebing Tinggi and Pasir Puteh Utara.

Unofficial: DAP’s Tan Seng Giaw retains Kepong - 7.54pm

The incumbent is leading in all 13 polling stations.

Voter turnout tops 70 percent - 7.58pm

At 7.30pm, voter turnout nationwide was reported at 70 percent, but the figure is expected to go up as more information comes in.

Election Commission head Abdul Rashid Abdul Rahman.told a press conference in Putrajaya that turnout was highest in Kelantan and Putrajaya (81% each), followed by Terengganu and Perlis (79 percent), Selangor (74 percent) and Pahang (73 percent).

The lowest turnout was for the Federal Territory of Labuan at 59 percent. Generally, about 70-75 percent of voters come out to vote for each general election.

Unofficial: Opposition on the way to take over Penang - 8.01pm

The combined DAP-PKR_PAS opposition is running hot in the state by winning 17 state seats and needing only another four to form the state government.

Teresa Kok retains Seputeh, wins Kinrara - 8.03pm

Incumbent MP for Seputeh Teresa Kok has retained her seat with a huge majority of 20,000 votes. She has also won Kinrara, a state seat under Puchong in Selangor.

Blogger Jeff Ooi has big lead in Jelutong - 8.15pm

DAP’s Jeff Ooi is leading in the Jelutong parliamentary seat and the party is also leading in all three state seats in Jelutong - Datuk Keramat, Sungai Pinang and Batu Lanchang.

Opposition closer to taking Penang - 8.20pm

Having unofficially won 17 of the 40 state seats in Penang, the opposition is currently leading in six other seats with a wide margin. They need to pick up just another four seats to take over government in the island state.

DAP reclaims Kota Melaka - 8.25pm

DAP has won Kota Melaka, a seat which the party lost in 2004.

Sothinathan looks shaky in Teluk Kemang - 8.27pm

As it stands, reports from the ground indicates incumbent K Sothinathan is facing a tough fight against PKR’s Kamarul Baharin Abbas.

Meanwhile Port Dickson’s MIC candidate T Rajagopalu is also facing a tough fight against PKR’s M Ravi and independent Jeeva Kumar Marimuthu.

Ramasamy knocks out Koh in Batu Kawan - 8.29pm

Unofficial: Prof P Ramasamy has defeated outgoing Penang chief minister Koh Tsu Koon by a majority of 3,000 votes. Koh is the most senior BN leader to have lost so far.

MIC Youth chief behind PAS in Kota Raja - 8.35pm

MIC Youth chief SA Vigneswaran is trailing behind PAS candidate Dr Siti Maria Mahmud in the state seat of Kota Raja, which is under the Klang parliamentary seat. Vigneswaran is parliamentary secretary to the Youth and Sports Ministry.

Samy trails by 1,300 votes - 8.32pm

PKR’s Dr D Jeyakumar is presently leading by 1,300 votes in Sungai Siput. However there are sill more than 20,000 votes to be counted. Samy Vellu has been the Sungai Siput MP since 1974. Samy Vellu claims today is his 72nd birthday.

Kit Siang: Political tsunami - 8.39pm

This is from Lim Kit Siang’s blog: here is a political tsunami in the 12th general election, with the Barisan Nasional suffering probably its biggest setback in history. From available reports, DAP has won victories, in some cases with huge majorities, in the following parliamentary seats:

1. Bagan
2. Tanjong
3. Bukit Glugor
4. Ipoh Timur
5. Batu Gajah
6. Petaling Jaya Utara
7. Seputeh
8. Kepong
9. Bukit Bintang
10. Cheras
11. Bandar Kuching
12. Sandakan
13. Segambut
14. Kota Melaka

DAP is leading in the following parliamentary seats:

1. Sarikei
2. Serdang
3. Klang
4. Taiping
5. Beruas
6. Teluk Intan
7. Jelutong
8. Bukit Bendera
9. Batu Kawan

For state assembly seats, DAP has won

1. Subang Jaya
2. Teratai

In Penang, the three state seats of Tanjong and Bagan have also been won by DAP. Other Penang state seats won by DAP are Air Puteh, Prai, Batu Lanchang, Pulau Tikus and leading in all the other state seats contested by DAP. DAP has also won new state seats in Perak, Selangor, Negeri Sembilan, Malacca and Johore.

One of the most noted state assembly win is the Sri Tanjong seat of Tawau, Sabah.

Tengku Adnan wins Putrajaya - 8.45pm

Controversial minister Tengku Adnan Tengku Mansor retained his Putrajaya parliamentary seat, where most of the voters are civil servants. He bagged 4,038 votes against PAS Mohd Noor Mohamad's 1,304.

Unofficial: DAP retains Ipoh Barat and three state seats - 8.46pm

Incumbent M Kulasegaran obtained a majority of 1,056 while the three state seats in the parliamentary constituency - Buntong (majority 4,437), Bercham (3,395) and Kepayan (1,382) were also won by DAP.

Confirmed: Opposition takes Penang - 8.52pm

Unofficial result: The opposition will form the next state government in Penang for second time in history. Gerakan, then an opposition party, won Penang almost 40 years ago. The DAP-PKR-PAS combination has collectively won at least 24 seats out of the 40 seats.

Teresa Kok wins with whopping 36,600 majority - 9.02pm

Teresa Kok has won her Seputeh parliamentary seat with an unprecedented 36,564 majority. She also won the Kinrara state seat with a massive 4,901 majority.

Close fight in Terengganu - 9.10pm

Latest report from Terengganu is that Umno and PAS are neck in neck as counting continues in many of the state seats. PAS is said to be leading with eight state seats against Umno's five. At least 17 seats are needed to win the government as there are a total of 32 seats.

Opposition supporters told to stay calm - 9.20pm

DAP MP for Bukit Mertajam Chong Eng has advised all opposition supporters to remain calm and not provoke others. She also said they should refrain from having victory parades.

“The Barisan Rakyat must learn how to handle victory or loss with maturity,” said her statement which comes as early polls result indicate a major swing towards the opposition.

Unofficial: PAS concedes defeat in Terengganu - 9.23pm

According to the state’s director of election Mustafa Ali, the party has conceded defeat in Terengganu, paving the way for BN to retain the state.

PKR candidates leading in KL - 9.25pm

Unofficial result: PKR’s Zuraida Kamaruddin defeated BN’s Azman Wahid in the Ampang parliamentary constituency.

Meanwhile, Khalid Ibrahim has taken both the Bandar Tun Razak parliamentary seat where he contested against MCA’s Tan Chai Ho and the Ijok state seat against Umno’s Mohd Sayuti Said.

PKR vice-president Azmin Ali is leading Umno’s Said Anuar Syed Ahmad in the Gombak parliamentary seat, while Nurul Izzah Anwar is leading in Lembah Pantai against Umno's Shahrizat Abdul Jalil.

Unofficial: Nurul creates upset in Lembah Pantai - 9.29pm

According to polling agents, Nurul Izzah looks sets to unseat Shahrizat Abdul Jalil in the Lembah Pantai seat.

PAS bags 15 seats in Kedah - 9.34pm

According to PAS organ Harakah, the opposition party has won 15 of the 36 state seats in Kedah, including seats that were considered Umno strongholds. It needs four more seats to win government.

Kayveas loses at Taiping - 9.40pm

Another BN big gun, PPP's M Kayveas, who is a deputy minister, has lost his Taiping parliament seat. Winner DAP's Nga Hon Ming has told his supporters to have 'zero celebration'.

Recount in Rembau - 9.41pm

A recount is underway in the Rembau parliamentary seat which saw Khairy Jamaluddin taking on PKR’s Badrul Hisham Shaharin.

Unconfirmed: Samy is out - 9.43pm

Unofficial: MIC president S Samy Vellu has suffered a shock defeat at the hands of PSM’s Dr D Jeyakumar for the Sungai Siput parliamentary seat which he has held for nine terms. Jeyakumar polled 16,874 votes to Samy's 14,408. Today is Samy Vellu's 72nd birthday.

IGP: Don’t spread rumours of riots - 9.53pm

Inspector-General of Police Musa Hassan tonight warned that ISA will be invoked against those found spreading rumours of riots and urged those receiving such SMSes to report them to the police. Meanwhile, the opposition has urged its supporters to remain calm.

Unofficial: Nurul Izzah beats Shahrizat - 9.55pm

According to ground reports, PKR's Nurul Izzah Anwar, Anwar Ibrahim's daughter, has knocked out Umno minister Shahrizat Abdul Jalil at Kuala Lumpur's Lembah Pantai. Today is also International Women's Day.

DAP takes Klang - 10.01pm

Unofficial: DAP candidate Charles Santiago has won the Klang parliament seat with 16,975 votes against MCA's Ch'ng Toh Eng.

KL's Titiwangsa falls to PAS - 10.05pm

Unofficial: PAS' Dr Lo' Lo' Ghazali has won the Titiwangsa parliament seat with a majority of 1,972.

Unofficial: Wan Azizah retains Permatang Pauh - 10.07pm

The PKR president and incumbent has won the seat by a 4,000-vote majority.

Confirmed: Tan Seng Giaw retains Kepong with higher majority - 10.10pm

The six-term DAP incumbent obtained 35, 552 votes to win with a 23,848-vote.

Confirmed: ISA detainee wins with big majority - 10.15pm

Hindraf leader and ISA-detainee M Manoharan, on a DAP ticket, obtained 12,699 votes to win with a 7,184-vote majority the Kota Alam Shah state seat (Selangor).

Human rights lawyer Sivarasa wins Subang - 10.16pm

PKR's R Sivarasa wins the Subang parliamentary seat by a majority of 8,000 votes. The opposition has also picked up the three state seats under Subang - Elizabeth Wong (PKR) in Bukit Lancang, Dr Nasir Mohd Hashim (PKR) in Kota Damansara and Khairudin Othman (PAS) in Paya Jaras.

Unofficial: Zam loses in Sungai Petani - 10.22pm

The information minister has apparently lost Kedah’s Sungai Petani parliamentary seat to PKR’s Johari Abdul by 10,000 votes.

Tsu Koon promises smooth transition - 10.25pm

Former Penang chief minister Dr Koh Tsu Koon has promised a smooth transition of power to the combined opposition of DAP-PKR-PAS, which has taken over the state.

State DAP chief Chow Kom Yeow said this was relayed to him by Koh who is also Gerakan acting president. Speaking at a press conference at Hotel Macalister in Georgetown, Chow said Koh told him that the wishes of the people must be respected. DAP has again appealed to its supporters to remain calm.

Unofficial: Najib wins in Pekan - 10.26pm

Deputy Prime Minister Najib Abdul Razak retained Pekan with a majority of about 26,000. He defeated PKR rookie Khairul Anwar Ahmad Zainuddin.

BN wins big in Sarawak, only Kuching falls - 10.40pm

BN in Sarawak, with only parliamentary seats being contested, is winning big. Results over RTM as at 10.29pm confirmed that DAP only managed to defend its sole Bandar Kuching seat. BN won Serian, Selangau, Julau, Petra Jaya, Betong, Bandar Sibu, Stampin, Miri and Kota Samarahan comfortably. However, BN only managed to scrap through Sarikei by a 51-vote majority.

Wee Choo Keong takes Wangsa Maju - 10.42pm

Unofficial: Former DAP leader Wee Choo Keong, has won the Wangsa Maju parliament seat in Kuala Lumpur for PKR. He is reported to have won by 500 votes. This will mark the return of the fiery lawyer to Parliament.

Unofficial: MIC deputy president G Palanivel wins slim - 10.44pm

The Hulu Selangor incumbent has won by a mere 100-vote majority.

Unofficial: MIC’s Wanita chief Komala loses in Kapar - 10.45pm

The incumbent parliamentarian is defeated by PKR’s S Manikavasagam by a 3,000-vote majority.

Unofficial: T Mohan defeated in Batu Caves - 10.47pm

MIC’s new face T Mohan has been defeated by Amirudin Shari from the PKR.

Unofficial: Pak Lah wins with reduced majority - 10.48pm

The Barisan Nasional chairperson retains his Kepala Batas by a reduced majority of about 11,000. His majority in 2004 was 18,000.

Confirmed: Opposition takes Kedah - 10.50pm

Both the PAS and PKR have won 22 out of 36 state seats in Kedah. This means that the combined opposition will form the next state government there. Apart from Kedah, the opposition has won two other states - Kelantan and Penang.

Anwar: BN to lose two-thirds majority - 11.02pm

PKR advisor Anwar Ibrahim said tonight that early results from the general election indicated the BN would lose its critical two-thirds majority in parliament.

"We have crossed the one-third majority. This is based on information from the candidates from the initial counting," he told AFP. "This is a major victory... and we are moving up very fast towards (winning) 40 percent (of parliament seats)," he said.

Joseph Pairin trailing brother, DAP may take KK - 11.08pm

BN’s Parti Rakyat Sabah (PBS) president and Sabah caretaker deputy chief minister Joseph Pairin Kitingan is trailing behind his brother, state deputy PKR chief Dr Jeffrey Kitingan at the Keningau parliamentary seat.

Unconfirmed reports also say DAP has won the the Kota Kinabalu parliamentary seat through its Kota Kinabalu chief Dr Hiew King Chiew.

Latest official tally - 11.33pm

As at 11.20pm, BN has won 52 parliamentary seats, followed by DAP with six, PAS (2) and PKR (2).

Opposition wins 27 state seats in Penang - 11.40pm

The opposition has won 27 out of 40 state seats in Penang - DAP (19 seats), PKR (6) and PAS (2). Of the parliament seats, DAP has seven seats while PKR has three so far.

Abdullah says defeat part of democracy - 11.50pm

Prime Minister Abdullah Ahmad Badawi said that he accepted defeat in three states - Penang, Kedah and Kelantan - a sizable number of parliament seats. He said that was how democracy works and urged everyone to remain calm and not to celebrate in the streets.

Confirmed: Both MCA chief and brother win - 11.58pm

MCA president Ong Ka Ting wins the Kulai parliamentary seat while his brother Ka Chuan also wins at Tanjung Malim.

Umno Youth chief Hishammuddin wins - 11.59pm

The Umno Youth chief beats PKR’s Lee Sang by a majority of 11,570.

Official: PKR’s Khalid Ibrahim takes Bandar Tun Razak - 12.04am

PKR’s Abdul Khalid Ibrahim wins the Bandar Tun Razak parliamentary seat beating BN’s Tan Chai Ho by a majority of 2,515 votes. He has also won the state seat of Ijok, which he had lost in a bitterly fought by-election last year.

Guan Eng to be Penang CM - 12.11am

It is believed that DAP has named party secretary-general Lim Guan Eng as the next chief minister of Penang. DAP won all 19 state seats it contested in Penang with PKR winning six and Pas two. There are 40 state seats in Penang.

Uncounted ballot boxes in Lembah Pantai - 12.12am

There are another 14 ballot boxes that have not been counted in this parliamentary seat, throwing a spanner in the victory achieved by PKR’s Nurul Izzah against incumbent Shahrizat Abdul Jalil.

Unofficial: Opposition wins Selangor - 12.25am

Selangor has fallen into the hands of the opposition. PKR has earlier announced that its secretary-general Khalid Ibrahim will be named mentri besar. In Selangor, DAP has taken 35 seats (DAP - 15, PKR - 11 and PAS - 9) out of the 56 seats in the state. It is expected that DAP leader Teng Chang Khim could be picked as deputy mentri besar.

Meanwhile, the opposition is also doing very well in Perak but it is still not clear how many of the 59 state seats it has won. The opposition has so far won Penang, Kedah, Selangor and Kelantan.

Official: BN retains Perlis, Johor, Terengganu, Malacca and Negeri Sembilan - 12.28am

The respective state menteris besar officially announced that the BN had retained the state governments in these states.

Official: Wan Azizah retains Permatang Pauh - 12.31am

The incumbent wins the seat with a larger majority of 13,388 votes. She polled in 30,338 as opposed to BN’s Firdaus Ismail’s 16,950. In the three state seats under this constituency, BN took Seberang Jaya while Pas won Permatang Pasir and PKR won Penanti.

Polling agent: Only technical issue to be solved in Lembah Pantai - 12.43am

A technical issue has been blamed for the delay in the delivery of official results from 14 ballot boxes. However, the result will remain the same - a win for Nurul Izzah - with no question of a further count.

Official: Opposition wins big in Kelantan - 12.47am

PAS and PKR won 40 of the 45 state seats in Kelantan, with BN taking the rest. In 2004, the margin was much closer with the opposition having just a one-seat margin against the BN.

Tiger of Jelutong roars in Bukit Gelugor - 12.50am

DAP’s Karpal Singh eats up Koay Kar Huah (BN) with a whopping 21,015 majority.

MCA president shocked by BN losses - 12.58am

MCA president Ong Ka Ting today expressed shock over the election results which saw the ruling Barisan Nasional losing scores of seats to the opposition.

“The results are shocking because there are several states which BN has lost. However, MCA accepts the decision of the voters because it is their right,” he was quoted as saying by Bernama.

Ong also added that MCA will conduct a detailed study on the defeat.

Confirmed: Guan Eng is the new Penang CM - 1.01am

DAP confirmed today that its secretary general Lim Guan Eng will be the next Penang Chief Minister. He said that DAP would form the state government with PKR. “It will be a government for all Malaysians. We stress that we will not rule alone but together with PKR. We also hope that the PAS can help this new government”.

Opposition may take Perak as well - 1.20am

Unofficial: The opposition is reported to be on the way of winning close to half of the 59 seats in the state. It has so far won 22 seats and it could pick up a few more. However, it is still too close to call.

Khairy: We suffered a lot tonight - 1.25am

Khairy Jamaluddin, who won the Rembau parliamentary with 5,740-vote majority, admitted that the BN suffered a lot in this general election. “This is not the end of this world. We will fight back,” he said.

Mahathir’s son wins in Jerlun - 1.26am

Mukhriz Mahathir obtained a 2,205-vote majority to win the Jerlun parliamentary seat. He obtained 19,424 votes.

MIC Youth leader Vigneswaran suffers heavy defeat - 1.30am

The Kota Raja incumbent Vigneswaran polled in 17,879 votes to PAS’ Siti Mariah’s 38,630, losing by a whopping 20,751-vote majority.

Perak - Tajol Rosli survives - 1.35am

The caretaker Perak menteri besar defeats PKR’s Lee Sing Long by a majority 4,645 to take the Pengkalan Hulu seat.

Meanwhile, DAP advisor Lim Kit Siang retains his parliamentary seat of Ipoh Timur by a massive 21,942 majority. In Kuala Kangsar, Wanita Umno chief Rafidah Aziz polls 10,735, defeating PAS’ Dr Khairuddin Abdul Malik who got 9,277 in Kuala Kangsar.

Opposition claims victory in Perak - 1.50am

The state is still too close to call. However, the opposition claimed that it has won a simple majority in the state. According to PKR state chief Dr Lee Boon Chye, the opposition was victorious 30 out of 59 seats (DAP - 18, PKR - 6, PAS - 6).

But the state Election Commission appears to have suffered a computer glitch, which has delayed the announcement of the results.

Sothinathan loses Teluk Kemang - 2.15am

MIC deputy president S Sothinathan was defeated in the Teluk Kemang parliamentary seat by PKR’s Kamarul Baharain Abbas in a three-cornered fight which also involved an independent candidate.

MIC appears to be the biggest loser with almost all its top leaders axed, including president S Samy Vellu and deputy president G Palanivel. Also shown the exit was its MIC Youth chief SA Vigneswaran and Women’s wing chief P Komala Devi.

EC declares simple majority win for BN - 2.20am

Election Commission chairperson Abdul Rashid Abdul Rahman says BN has won a simple majority to win the 12th general elections and will form the next federal government.“BN wins the Parliament,” he said in a brief statement at 1:30 am this morning. When asked of the number of seats won by opposition parties at the point of tally, Abdul Rashid said, “Don’t know lah. It is not written here.”

MIC deputy president loses too - 2.22am

G Palanivel loses to PKR’s Dr Zainal Abidin Ahmad by a slim margin of 198 votes at the Hulu Selangor parliamentary seat.

Umno leaders in emergency meeting - 2.25am

The mood is grim at the Umno headquarters as the shock results of the today’s polls become apparent. The Putra World Trade Centre which houses the Umno headquarters is unusually quiet with party leaders trickling in slowly. No statements have been made to reporters gathered at the venue as they remain locked in deep discussions upstairs.

Pak Lah to meet King on Monday to form gov’t - 2.25am

In a live TV broadcast caretaker Prime Minister Abdullah Ahmad Badawi says he will seek an audience with the Yang di Pertuan Agong on Monday to form the next federal government following BN’s simple majority win in the 12th general elections.

To a reporter’s question on whether the BN coalition would be denied its two-thirds majority in Parliament, Abdullah said: “This is what the people want if they do not want us to have a two-thirds majority.”

When asked whether the massive lost by BN was a vote of no confidence on the government, he said, "I don't see it that way."

He also denied speculations that he would step down as PM in the wake of BN's disastrous performance.

"I don't know who is being pressured (to step down). I'm not resigning," he told reporters at a press conference at the BN operations centre at the Putra World Trade Centre.

PKR victorious in Kuantan - 2.32am

Former PKR Wanita chief Fuziah Salleh has won in Kuantan beating MCA incumbent Fu Ah Kiow.

Unofficial: BN denied two-thirds majority - 2.42am

According to unofficial tally, the opposition has apparently denied the ruling Barisan Nasional its crucial two-thirds majority by winning up to 82 parliament seats so far (PKR - 29, DAP - 28, PAS - 25). To deny the government two-thirds majority, the opposition must win 75 seats. On the other hand, BN has won about 130 seats. There are still a few more seats to be decided.

Samy says ‘goodbye’ - 3.37am

After defending the seat for nine terms since 1974, MIC’s 71-year-old president S Samy Vellu made a quick exit upon learning his defeat. According to nstonline, on his way out, Samy Vellu could only muster a "goodbye" to reporters and supporters present at the convention hall.

The MIC stalwart lost to Dr D Jeyakumar who has been contesting against him since 1999. In the previous polls four years ago, Samy Vellu defeated the latter with a majority of 10,349 votes. This time around, Jeyakumar, who stood on PKR ticket, garnered 16,874 votes to Samy Vellu's 14,408. Many of his supporters were seen crying when he left the hall.

DAP-PKR-PAS to form gov’t in Perak - 4.01am

The combined opposition of DAP, PKR and PAS said that they will form the new government in Perak. Collectively the three parties have won 30 seats (DAP - 18, PKR - 6, PAS - 6) out of 59 seats. One seat (Teja) is yet to be decided.

However, the opposition still will have a narrow one-seat majority even if Teja goes to BN. About 50 opposition supporters are attempting to seal off the state government building in Ipoh to stop documents from being removed.

Khalid to meet Selangor sultan soon - 4.05am

PKR secretary-general Khalid Ibrahim said they will meet with the Selangor sultan "soon" regarding the formation of the new state government.

However, he told Malaysiakini that he did not wish to jump the gun when asked whether he would be the new mentri besar. The deputy mentri besar is likely to be DAP’s Teng Chang Khim, who is former state opposition leader.

Anwar ushers in ‘a new dawn for Malaysia’ - 4.08am

A triumphant PKR leader Anwar Ibrahim described the victory of the opposition parties in five states and its breach of Barisan Nasional’s two-third majority in Parliament as “a defining moment” in the history of the nation and the opening of “a new chapter.”

“The people have voted decisively for a new era where the government must be truly inclusive and recognises that all Malaysians, regardless of race, culture or race are a nation of one,” he told a packed press conference at his residence in Segambut, Kuala Lumpur.

“The people have expressed in no uncertain terms that they want accountability, transparency, and the rule of law.”

PM: ‘We’ve lost, we’ve lost’ - 4.12am

These were the only words which Prime Minister Abdullah Ahmad Badawi could muster when quizzed on the ruling coalition’s shocking defeat in five states.

Abdullah was posed with the question during a press conference at the Putra World Trade Centre in Kuala Lumpur. He was accompanied by his wife Jeanne, deputy Najib Abdul Razak and other BN leaders.

The prime minister added that he will make a media statement after analysing the results in detail.


2008 polls - interesting facts
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Barisan Nasional only gained about 51 percent of the popular vote from the 7.9 million ballots cast on Saturday.

However, it took 63 percent of the seats contested - or 140 of 222 seats in Parliament.

Interestingly, its peninsula-wide popular vote was only 49.79 percent, which effectively means that the opposition received the majority vote in this part of the country.

However, when converted to parliamentary seats, BN has 85 of the constituencies in the peninsula, while the opposition bagged 80.

Almost 40 percent of the BN's seats are in Sabah and Sarawak - 55 out of 140.

In 2004, BN won about 64 percent of the popular vote nationwide and 92 percent of the 219 parliamentary seats on offer then.

As the dust settles on the 12th general election, we highlight a number of quirky facts and figures.

Election trivia

• The youngest candidate was PKR’s Nik Nazmi Nik Ahmad, who is 26. He defeated Seri Setia incumbent Seripa Noli Syed Hussin.
• The oldest candidate was grandma Maimun Yusuf, 89, who contested in the Kuala Terengganu parliamentary seat. She lost her deposit.
• 56 also-rans from opposition parties and independent candidates lost their deposits after failing to secure one-eighth of the votes cast.
• The largest majority was won by DAP’s Teresa Kok against BN’s Carol Chew, by 36,492 votes in the Seputeh parliamentary seat in Kuala Lumpur.
• The smallest majority was just 14 votes for BN’s Hamdi Abu Bakar who beat Abu Bakar Haji Hussain of PAS in the Pengkalan Baharu state seat in Perak.
• Four pivotal players in the Lingam tape scandal also won: Loh Gwo Burne (who recorded the footage), Wee Choo Keong (lawyer who represented VK Lingam’s brother during the inquiry) and R Sivarasa and Sim Tze Tzin (listed as witnesses but eventually not called). All four are from PKR.
• There will be two ‘lone rangers’ in Parliament: Zulhasnan Rafique, the sole BN survivor in Kuala Lumpur’s 11 parliamentary seats - he took Setiawangsa; and DAP’s Chong Chieng Jen who won Bandar Kuching in Sarawak - the remaining 30 parliamentary seats went to BN.
• The biggest number of candidates was in the Sukau state seat, Sabah, where eight candidates ran, including five Independents.

Debutant politicians

• Prominent blogger Jeff Ooi - whose campaign was done online and funds were raised through his website - won the Jelutong parliamentary seat in Penang for DAP.
• Other bloggers are Tony Pua (DAP, Petaling Jaya Utara parliamentary seat), Elizabeth Wong (PKR, Bukit Lanjan state seat) and Nik Nazmi Nik Ahmad (PKR, Seri Setia state seat).
• Civil society activists who succeeded were Charles Santiago (DAP, water-privatisation issues), Edward Lee (DAP, local community), Elizabeth Wong and R Sivarasa (PKR, human rights).

Biggest blows

The losses in BN component parties will result in vacancies in various ministries, forcing a cabinet reshuffle.

Ministers

• S Samy Vellu (Works Ministry)
• Shahrizat Abdul Jalil (Women, Family and Community Development Ministry)
• Zainuddin Maidin (Information Ministry)
• Abdul Aziz Shamsuddin (Rural and Territory Development Ministry)

Deputy ministers

• Chia Kwang Chye (Information Ministry)
• G Palanivel (Women, Family and Community Development)
• Tan Chai Ho (Home Ministry)
• V Veerasingam (Domestic Trade and Consumer Affairs Ministry)
• S Sothinathan (Natural Resources and Environment Ministry)
• Donald Lim (Tourism Ministry)
• Fu Ah Kiow (Internal Security Ministry)
• M Kayveas (Prime Minister’s Department)

Parliamentary secretaries

• Chew Mei Fun (Women, Family and Community Development Ministry)
• P Komala Devi (Education Ministry)
• Lee Kah Choon (Health Ministry)
• Ng Lip Yong (Plantation Industries and Commodities Ministry)
• S Vigneswaran (Youth and Sports Ministry)
• Rahman Ibrahim (Home Ministry)
• Dr Mohd Ruddin Ab Ghani (Science, Technology and Innovation Ministry)
• Yew Teong Look (Federal Territories Ministry)

The full team from the Women, Family and Community Development Ministry all lost in the polls.

All top MIC leaders were wiped out - president, deputy presidents, two vice-presidents, women's chief and youth chief (one of the three vice-presidents, KS Nijar, did not contest).

Post-election quotes

Anwar Ibrahim, PKR de facto leader, quoted in Star today..

"Some mentri besar in the past spent half-a-million ringgit to renovate their offices. Such things cannot be an example in this new administration."

Nurul Izzah Anwar, Lembah Pantai MP at a press conference yesterday (on whether she will vacate the seat to force a by-election so that her father, Anwar Ibrahim, can re-enter politics after a five-year ban)..

"I have already started working in my constituency. The question does not arise."

PPP president M Kayveas, quoted in Star today..

"Prior to the elections, Barisan Nasional had kept on telling people to show their dissatisfaction through the ballot box. Now they have really shown it."

Sungai Petani losing BN candidate Zainuddin Maidin, quoted in Star today..

"It is not that they love PKR or PAS more that they voted against me.

"The Chinese showed their resentment because of the economic backlash they often complained about. So, PAS and PKR should not be overly proud of their win (in Kedah).

"The people may have to pay a price for their decision." (da kalah senyap2 sudeh~ unqoute)

interesting right? well, thats how politics work, and the new era of malaysia has just begun..

sekian..


p/s: kalu kisah sadis ini xdiceritekan dlm buku teks sejarah tingkatan 5 dlm mase 50 tahun akan dtg sile rujuk blog ini sbg bukti lol

حتى يغيروا ما بأنفسهم

bismillah..

perubahan terletak di tangan kita, hanya kita yang mampu mengubah masa depan kita sendiri. firman Allah dalam surah ar ra'd, ayat 11..

"sesungguhnya Allah tidak mengubah apa yang ada pada sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka mengubah apa yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri.."

kita mahukan kehidupan yg lebih baik.. kita mahukan kerajaan yg lebih adil dan telus.. kita mahukan negara yang maju dan bebas drpd korupsi dan penyelewengan.. kita mahukan masa depan yg cemerlang buat generasi kita hari ini.. kita mahukan selamatkan malaysia..

ayuh rakyat malaysia, undilah untuk perubahan! hanya undi anda yang mampu mengubah wajah malaysia yang telah dicomotkan oleh barisan kerajaan korup paling keji yang pernah kite ade hari ini.. selamatkan malaysia drpd terus dicabul oleh mereka..

jadilah pengundi yang adil, letakkan hak pada tempat yang sepatutnya.. teringat pesan cikgu suatu ketike dulu, salah satu petande kiamat ialah apebile ummah dipimpin oleh mereka yang jahil.. xtaulah kalu mate kite masih kabur dgn penyelewengan yg da dibuat selame ni, tp bagi sape2 yang da sedar, tolongla selamatkan negare ni.. jangan biarkan kejahilan memandu kite, jangan biarkan kejahilan terus membuta, memekak dan membisukan kite utk menegakkan keadilan dan kebenaran..

yakinlah, setiap undi anda mampu membawa perubahan.. sekurang2nya anda sudah terlepas drpd ancaman Allah kepade sesiapa yg zalim (bukan jahil) kerana mengundi pemimpin2 yg zalim utk kepentingan diri mereka sendiri..

semoga Allah menyelamatkan kita semua drpd fitnah yg besar ini.. semoga Allah memberi kemenangan kepada mereka yang ikhlas memimpin ummah.. semoga Allah membantu mereka yang berjuang atas namaNya..

dan untuk kesekelian kalinye, undilah untuk perubahan.. undilah untuk perubahan!

demi saye, demi kawan2 saya, demi anak2 anda sekelian.. demi kami, generasi mase depan..


selamat mengundi buat semua rakyat malaysia~

dan hati ini terus menangis T.T

bismillah..

Allah pernah berfirman, antara lainnye yg bermaksud lebih kurang mcm nih, tidak dikatekan mereka beriman seandainye iman mereka belum diuji.. saban hari, kite melalui kehidupan yg penuh dengan onak dan duri yg kadang2 buatkan kite merungut, rase serbe xcukup etc etc.. tp mungkin da jd lumrah manusia, xpernah cukup dgn ape yg kite ade.. nikmat ade depan mate jrg kite perasan, tp bende yg xde itulah yg kite cari2 sampaikan nikmat yg xterhitung byknye depan mate kite ni kite xperasan.. mungkin kite terlupe yg susah2 hidup kite ni sbnrnye ade raaamai lg orang yg lagi susah dr kite~

bagi kita di jordan mahupun malaysia, kehidupan kite masih boleh di'consider' ok lglah kalu nak banding dgn penduduk bumi khususnye umat Islam di negara lain.. kite masih bole tido selese atas katil, masih bole makan sedap2, masih ade rumah tempat berteduh, masih boleh pg jamiah mcm biase, masih bole solat dekat masjid tanpe perlu risau akan ade org lancarkan peluru berpandu mase kite tgh smyg.. hidup kite selese, aman, tenteram, makmur.. bak kate pak lah dlm manifestonye.. (ye ler makmur sgt~)

sedara2 seIslam kite kt tempat lain camne plak?

2-3 hari lepas bumi palestin bermandi darah sekali lagi setelah rejim yahudi bertindak menyerang penduduk gaza sbg tindak balas kepade serangan roket pejuang hamas sblm itu.. berdasarkan laporan media lebih 100 org syahid, mungkin lebih lagi.. apa yg menyedihkan, serangan secara rambang yg kononnye ditujukan kepade pejuang hamas turut mensasarkan kanak2 dan wanita sbg majoriti mangsa serangan.. apelah salah depa? bayangkanlah, xcukup bantuan luar disekat, mereka dibedil & dibunuh.. masjid & hospital diserang malah petugas perubatan juga terkorban.. apa lagi yang tinggal utk gaza? hari-hari mereka diburu ketakutan, kerisauan, kesedihan yang berpanjangan.. susahnye nak survive..

tp dorang tetap tabah & sentiase xberputus asa dengan rahmat Allah.. walaupun kehilangan org2 tersayang, perjuangan menegakkan Islam dan memelihare tanah air tetap berterusan.. Allah berfirman

"dan janganlah kamu mengatakan (bahawa) sesiapa yang terbunuh dalam perjuangan membela agama Allah itu orang-orang yg mati; bahkan mereka itu orang-orang yang hidup (dengan keadaan hidup yang istimewa), tetapi kamu tidak dapat menyedarinya.."

[al-baqarah: 156]

malah Allah berfirman lagi..

"demi sesungguhnya! Kami akan menguji kamu dengan sedikit perasaan takut (kepada musuh) dan (dengan merasai) kelaparan dan (dengan berlakunya) kekurangan dari harta benda dan jiwa serta hasil tanaman dan berilah khabar gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar. (iaitu) orang-orang yang apabila mereka ditimpa oleh sesuatu kesusahan, mereka berkata: sesungguhnya kami adalah kepunyaan Allah dan kepada Allah jualah kami kembali. mereka itu ialah orang-orang yang dilimpahi dengan berbagai-bagai kebaikan dari Tuhan mereka serta rahmatNya dan mereka itulah orang-orang yang dapat petunjuk hidayatNya.."

[al-baqarah: 155-157]

kesusahan & penderitaan yg dorang alami menjadikan dorang umat yg kuat dan cekal menentang kezaliman..

tp dimane kite sbg sedare seIslam dorang di dalam situasi ini? kite masih leka dgn dunia, seronok2 main tenet, tgk movie, pg jalan2, buat bende2 lagho.. syariat Allah kite xjage, tanggungjawab yg ade kite abaikan.. (saye merefer kepade diri saye sendiri sbnrnye) xsalah nak buat bende2 tu tp sejauh mane nikmat yg kite dapat tu mendekatkan diri kite kpd Tuhan? sejauh mane?

memikirkan hal ini saye jd risau dan xtenteram.. saye risau kerane saye tidak adil dengan diri saye.. kesenangan yg saye terime kadang2 lupe untuk saye syukuri, nikmat yg saye kecapi jarang sekali saye gunekan utk mendekatkan diri kite dgn Ilahi.. nikmat mase lapang saye habiskan dgn perkare2 sie2, solat saye xjage, adab pergaulan saye xjage, kalam saye xjage.. banyak sgt kesilapan & kesalahan yg buatkan saye malu pade diri saye sendiri..

saye takut pada istidraj.. saye takut nikmat yang saye peroleh hanye akan melena & melekakan saye dr mentaati Allah.. saye takut nikmat ini hanye menjauhkan saye dr rahmat & kasih sayangNye.. saye takut!

benarlah hakikat bahawe bala itu satu ujian, nikmat itu juge satu ujian.. sekirenye nikmat digunekan utk menghampirkan diri kepade Allah, ia berubah menjadi satu rahmat.. tetapi seandainye nikmat digunekan sebaliknye, itulah yg dinamekan istidraj.. sape yg terjerumus kpdnye make tunggulah pembalasan Allah di hari pengadilan nnt.. (na3uzubillahi min zalik..)

saya hanya mampu berdoa semoga Allah mengampunkan dosa2 saye di atas kesilapan & kelalaian saye sbg khalifahNya di muka bumi ini.. saye tahu Allah sayangkan kite semua.. semoga saye dan semua muslimin & muslimat di dunia ini diselamatkan fitnah istidraj.. dan semoga Allah merahmati kita semua..

ya Allah, ampunkan kami atas dosa2 kami.. ampunkan kami atas kelalaian kami.. ampunkan kami atas kebodohan dan kebiadapan kami terhadapMu ya Allah.. kami mengingkari perintahMu, kami melanggar laranganMu, kami menyalahgunakan nikmat2Mu.. kami bersalah ya Allah! ampunkanlah kami.. selamatkanlah kami drpd api nerakaMu ya Allah..

ampunkanlah kami.. ampunkanlah kami.. T.T

saye juge memohon keampunan buat sape2 yg pernah saye lukekan hatinye.. saye insan lemah yg terlalu banyak kelemahan dan kekurangan.. maafkanlah saye di atas segalenye.. waLlahua3lam..


"hati ini akan terus mengharapkan hidayah dan keampunanMu.. "